Perimenopause: It's All the Rage!
Some of the most challenging aspects of perimenopause in the workplace are hot flashes, foggy brain, fatigue and memory loss. But the most potentially career derailing is the out-of-the-blue, white-hot, I’m-going-to-rip your-face-off rage. It is incredible and seems to come out of nowhere!
You don’t like it, your colleagues and direct reports are frightened of it, and your boss may want to fire you because of it. Not to mention that your usual sources of support, your spouse, kids, friends are wondering where their spouse, mom, friend went. It is time to get a handle on it!
What is most important to remember is that you are not a bad, horrible, out-of-control b*tch. You are a normal woman experiencing some of the most difficult aspects of perimenopause. This will end and in the meantime you deserve understanding and support from everyone including yourself. Take good care of yourself. I will repeat this at the end of this post so that it sinks in.
First let’s look at what is going on. From sometime in your late thirties to your mid-forties your hormones start to fluctuate wildly. Specifically, your estrogen levels are going nuts and declining and your progesterone level is declining. Progesterone acts as a natural antidepressant and also helps minimize anxiety. When your estrogen drops, so does your serotonin and other mood and stress moderating brain chemicals. This dance can continue for a while until your hormones stop the wild fluctuations and your body gets use to the new chemical you. As a result, irritations, annoyances, frustrations can escalate to rage in an instant. This is further complicated by the above mentioned hot flashes, fatigue, etc.
There are a lot of brain chemicals, called neurotransmitters, such as serotonin, dopamine, epinephrine (aka adrenaline) that are chemical messengers that facilitate communication from one cell to another and allow brain cells to “talk to one another”. They are all involved in the development of perimenopausal rage.
When you have high levels of dopamine and serotonin your emotions and reactions to events are more positive and you are able to let things go more easily. When they are low and you encounter an event that causes your adrenaline to spike because it has caused a fight or flight response, you are much more likely to fly into a rage. So, when a team member fails to deliver or your boss is demanding that your performance be better or you are threatened by a peer, instant rage can take hold of you.
What to do, oh, what to do?
In the short term - like in the moment that you are ready to fly into attack mode - stop and breathe. Stopping and taking a few deep breaths can give you a moment to gather your wits, calm down and let you say “I need a moment” in whatever way is most comfortable you in a given situation.
In general, you can manage your brain chemistry by:
When you are in a calmer state of mind, it is time to look at what you may be angry about - it really isn’t ever the thing that is happening when the flash of rage occurs. Women are discouraged from expressing any negative emotions, especially in the work environment. This is related to the “like-ability bind that women are in. So, rage is way out of the continuum of options for women!
As a result, women stuff a lot of feelings of frustration, disappointment, irritation, sadness and confusion. The issues that women tackle at midlife are challenging and can cause a woman to question herself, her choices, her identity and her possible future. These are big and deeply rooted issues around energy levels, sexuality, attractiveness, mental acuity, ability to compete with younger colleagues, and perceived opinions of others.
Midlife can also resurface unresolved issues from other aspects of your life - family, relationships, career and friendships that keep your vulnerabilities alive and ready to pounce. It is time to face and deal with these issues and resolve them because when a difficult situation catches you off-guard and triggers your emotions, your hormonal party dance can grab you in an instant.
I will say again: What is most important to remember is that you are not a bad, horrible, out-of-control b*tch. You are a normal woman experiencing some of the most difficult aspects of perimenopause. This will end and in the meantime you deserve understanding and support from everyone including yourself. Take good care of yourself.
You can do this, you can reclaim control! I can help - contact me!
I am Dr. Barbara Mark, an executive, career development and life strategies coach for professional women in their 40s, 50s and 60s - the prime of life and the most dynamic decades of your professional life! If you would like some support in your career and/or your life please feel free to schedule a free consultation with me or sign up for my newsletter.
8/18/2022 05:32:04 pm
It's great that this article talked that you should be easy on your self and validate the feelings that you would feel. My older sister told our family last night that she was planning to begin her menopause fitness program to ensure a healthy new life experience, and she asked if I had any opinions on what would be the best option to consider. I'm glad for this enlightening article, I'll tell her that she can try the menopause fitness programs as they can help provide information about the method.
12/22/2022 05:31:02 am
Hello mate, nice post
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